| Location | Colchester Essex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 24/01/1999 |
| Date of Death | 24/01/1999 |
| Visitors | 9,717 since 31/08/2007 |
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Baby Rebecca smith
Born with her angel wings
on the 24th January 1999..
Big sister to Rhiannon and Kane
AN ANGEL FROM THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN MY BABYS BIRTH
AND WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK
YOUR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH
My precious little girl, well we had it rough didnt we baby girl we had a rough pregnancy but still i enjoyed every moment you was inside me the feel of your kicks every morning at 4am and the feel of you turning round everytime i had a bath, i was honoured to carry you inside me for 27 weeks..The day you was born was the happiest day and also the saddest of my life,you was born at 7.15am you weighed 348 grams to me you was perfect,small, but you was beautiful sweetheart i can remember every detail of you, your little face with a tiny piggy nose,your long feet with tiny toes and your hands and those fingers of yours i can still feel my fingers touching yours and i thought to myself what beautiful fingers you have and you even had tiny finger nails.. God i miss that feel of you in my arms and the touch of your skin. I felt so happy to have you in my arms that day i never wanted it to end... Then came the next day wow what a turn around the pain in my heart, it was awful i didnt know what to do with myself i couldnt breath my whole world just ended no words can explain the raw pain inside me i just cant explain it sweetheart i had to leave that hospital without you, my arms and my heart were empty!! what on earth was i going to do now.... I cant remember to much about the next few weeks apart from hard raw pain and emptiness and many many sobs and didnt think id ever get through this i just wanted it all to end.. Then came your funeral your coffin was a beautiful tiny white one and you had some gorgeous flowers but all i wanted to do was get you out and run away with you ,just you and me and noone else.. The next few months were grey then you sent me a gift the most precious gift anyone could give me!! you sent me your little sister i know you sent her,you saw the pain i was in.. Yes she did help me through the bad days but you are still my number one girl and always will be my special precious little girl, theres not a day goes by that i dont think about you and wish you was here and you now have a little brother too,i often think what you would all be like together,playing with all your toys but i know your up there looking after all the other angel babys and playing with angel toys and when its night i look up at those stars and i see you twinkle down at me. Good night my precious little angel you are always in my heart forever and always will be..
Love your broken hearted mummy xxxxxxxxx
There is alittle corner
where i visit everyday
No-one knows i go there
or how long that i stay.
In this little corner
i speak to you alone
i imagine what it would be like
to have you back at home.
In thia little corner
i hold you really tight
i cuddle,kiss and squeeze you
what a pretty sight.
In this little corner
i tuck you up to sleep
another cuddle
another weep.
Where is this little corner
where we never are apart
its where i always have you with me
its the corner of my heart.
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I walk with you my mummy dear
im always with you,always near
just look behind the steps you take
and see my footprints that i make.
They're in your heart as you sleep
you feel me kicking when you weep.
I walk with you when you are sad
but im happiest when your glad.
Im never far away from you
im here in everything you do.
I walk with you if your in pain
i steady and help you up again
and when on earth god calls you high
i,ll light the way mummy, to his sky.
God said im a gift mum,purer than gold
he sent me to love you till you grow old.
Your blessed with an angel from him above
you gave me life and we give you love
i walk with you for eternity
im your angel mummy,look at me.
I Lost My Child Today
I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry
As I just sat and stared, dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away.
I walked the floor in disbelief.
I lost my child today.
I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away.
Some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream
"This can't be real" I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside,
God, help me, I want to die.
I lost my child last month.
I lost my child last year.
Now people, who had come, have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long,
To bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question, "Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens, it has been so long!"
I lost my child last year.
Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face,
"She must move on and leave this place."
Yet I am trapped right here in time.
The songs the same, as is the rhyme:
I lost my child......Today.
Hello baby girl hope ur having fun up wiv all ur angel friends please look out for baby nathan up there hes a new baby angel and needs extra special hugs and kisses .... love you all the world darling and missing you soooo much love always mummy xxx
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Rebecca "
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
BIG HUGS REBECCA
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Rebecca
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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love kat xx
"Little Angels"
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above
We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with, the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold.
So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try.
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye"
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind,
Must realize God loves children
"Angels are hard to find"
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
GONE TOO SOON
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
Missing you sooooooooo much baby girl love you millions always xxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday x x x
Ive sent a dove to heaven
with a parcel on its wings,
be careful when you open it
for its filled with beautiful things
its full with love & kisses
wrapped in lots of hugs too.
Sent to you my Rebecca
with love from me to you.
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